{"id":16842,"date":"2014-03-26T12:11:57","date_gmt":"2014-03-26T19:11:57","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.backwoodshome.com\/blogs\/ClaireWolfe\/?p=16842"},"modified":"2014-03-26T12:11:57","modified_gmt":"2014-03-26T19:11:57","slug":"i-am-such-a-wuss-and-other-wednesday-ramblings","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.clairewolfe.com\/blog\/2014\/03\/26\/i-am-such-a-wuss-and-other-wednesday-ramblings\/","title":{"rendered":"I am such a wuss (and other Wednesday ramblings)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Last night I jammed my two little leftie toes on a table leg while wandering around in the dark. Well so? That&#8217;s usually one of those things where you hop around and cuss for a couple of minutes then life goes on. But this kept hurting all night and by morning those two toes were fat and red and the foot around them was fat and blue.<\/p>\n<p>Still, we&#8217;re not talking about a major health crisis here. Just an owie.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m rarely ever sick and it&#8217;s been years since I&#8217;ve been injured. Meanwhile, nearly everybody I know has had health problems lately &#8212; from colds that turn into pneumonia to a flu that lingers for six weeks (in one case even leading to neurological problems) to &#8230; cancer.<\/p>\n<p>So I have a lot of nerve getting all pouty about an owie. <\/p>\n<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<p>But good heavens, did it hurt hobbling along a rocky logging road on this morning&#8217;s dog walk. I didn&#8217;t get very far and my whole body felt unhealthy and out of balance from my lurching gait. When Ava stepped on that foot after we got home, I thought my head was going to go through the ceiling.<\/p>\n<p>Chronically healthy people are notorious for not appreciating what sick or disabled friends are going through. Something like this is a teeny, tiny token good reminder. Now I begin to understand my friend who had her foot wedged under a car engine in a long-ago accident, recovered &#8220;fully&#8221; for many years, but is now, in middle age, paying the price all over again.<\/p>\n<p>But some sufferings I hope I never will have to understand. Not personally, anyhow.<\/p>\n<p>&#8212;&#8211;<\/p>\n<p>Still, my whiny walk was productive. I found this dumped at a wide spot on the logging road:<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.backwoodshome.com\/blogs\/ClaireWolfe\/2014\/03\/26\/i-am-such-a-wuss-and-other-wednesday-ramblings\/tablefromthewoods_032614\/\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-16844\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.backwoodshome.com\/blogs\/ClaireWolfe\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/03\/TableFromtheWoods_032614.jpg\" alt=\"TableFromtheWoods_032614\" width=\"450\" height=\"390\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-16844\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Yes, it&#8217;s uuuuuugly and straight out of the 1970s. But it&#8217;s solid pine and sturdy and I think it will paint up in a cool and funky way. Maybe I&#8217;ll even glue some beads and faux gems on it. It&#8217;s been out there long enough to be covered in seagull cr*p, but not long enough to have warped. So there&#8217;s hope for it yet.<\/p>\n<p>&#8212;&#8211;<\/p>\n<p>I got to realizing that I haven&#8217;t found much useful stuff in the woods the last few years even though I&#8217;m out there as much as ever and people (&#038;^%$#@!) are still using the woods as a free landfill.<\/p>\n<p>I used to find a <i>lot<\/i> of seriously good stuff &#8212; a dog house, ladders, a set of stairs and a porch to go with it (formerly a reviewing stand for a local high school&#8217;s homecoming royalty, so I was told, but a perfect porch for my old yurt), a beautiful Deco headboard for a bed, even a gun cabinet with etched glass doors.<\/p>\n<p>Now, most of the junk dumped out there is &#8230; just junk. I cuss over the naily boards and broken glass that offer the needless hazard of slow death to wild animals. I turn the pointy stuff downward and pick up some of the worst. But I don&#8217;t find as much useful stuff as I used to.<\/p>\n<p>Another small manifestation of the Great Recession and our endless economic &#8220;recovery&#8221;?<\/p>\n<p>&#8212;&#8211;<\/p>\n<p>On other subjects &#8230; would you <i>ever<\/i> believe anything anybody from the NSA, CIA, or other spy agency ever said? About anything?<\/p>\n<p>I must admit that <a href=\"http:\/\/www.foxnews.com\/politics\/2014\/03\/25\/nsa-director-to-jimmy-carter-agency-not-spying-on-your-emails\/\" target=\"_blank\">this made me laugh<\/a>. But once again, not in a jolly way.<\/p>\n<p>Yes, Mr. Creepy Gen. Alexander, Sir. Sure. You have &#8220;only the numbers&#8221; we call and call from. Not a word of our phone, text, or email conversations. But even if that were true (which it&#8217;s not) &#8230; the problem is that <i>you<\/i> have them.<\/p>\n<p>Even with the new plan to keep the numbers only at the phone companies (who, of course, never, ever, ever randomly share data with our masters the supersnoops), it&#8217;s as Ron Fournier says: <a href=\"http:\/\/www.nationaljournal.com\/white-house\/the-surveillance-state-is-well-protected-and-winning-20140325\" target=\"_blank\">The surveillance state<\/a> is alive, well, and being protected against We the People.<\/p>\n<p>&#8212;&#8211;<\/p>\n<p>Michelle Malkin writes about <a href=\"http:\/\/michellemalkin.com\/2014\/03\/25\/my-trip-to-the-pot-shop\/\" target=\"_blank\">&#8220;My trip to the pot shop.&#8221;<\/a><\/p>\n<p>Malkin has been such a neocon about so many things, but she&#8217;s been a reliable advocate for medical cannabis. And for that she credits one man, now long dead.<\/p>\n<p>Who turns out to be somebody I knew. I worked briefly with <a href=\"http:\/\/www.historylink.org\/index.cfm?DisplayPage=output.cfm&#038;file_id=10282\" target=\"_blank\">Ralph Seeley<\/a> when he was still a journalist. He already had the rare cancer that would kill him nine years later and put him through such hell before then. I knew he had died and knew, vaguely, that he&#8217;d played a role in the early medical cannabis movement. But I had no idea how big a role. That came after I&#8217;d lost most contact with him.<\/p>\n<p>Thing is, Ralph was sort of an a**hole. And I don&#8217;t say that to disparage the dead. Because Ralph was <i>exactly<\/i> the sort of brilliant, pushy, ego-driven, I-don&#8217;t-care-what-you-think, nobody-gets-in-my-way a**hole <i>who makes things happen against all odds<\/i>. <\/p>\n<p>More power to ya, Ralph. Rest in Peace.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Last night I jammed my two little leftie toes on a table leg while wandering around in the dark. Well so? That&#8217;s usually one of those things where you hop around and cuss for a couple of minutes then life goes on. But this kept hurting all night and by morning those two toes were fat and red and the foot around them was fat and blue. Still, we&#8217;re not talking about a major health crisis here. Just an owie. I&#8217;m rarely ever sick and it&#8217;s been years since I&#8217;ve been injured. Meanwhile, nearly everybody I know has had health<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/www.clairewolfe.com\/blog\/2014\/03\/26\/i-am-such-a-wuss-and-other-wednesday-ramblings\/\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">I am such a wuss (and other Wednesday ramblings)<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[13,19,28,31,35],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-16842","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-health-and-science","category-miscellaneous","category-privacy-and-self-ownership","category-rural-and-small-town-living","category-war-on-some-drugs","ratio-natural","entry"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.clairewolfe.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16842","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.clairewolfe.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.clairewolfe.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.clairewolfe.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.clairewolfe.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=16842"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.clairewolfe.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16842\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.clairewolfe.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=16842"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.clairewolfe.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=16842"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.clairewolfe.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=16842"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}